New Year Weekend

Well here's wishing a happy new year to all. Have fun, be safe, enjoy drunken exploits. I will be spending the time by myself, pondering what I will do different in 2007. Likely nothing, but I have goals. If anyone is bored and wants to make their way to my neck of the woods, feel free to drop me a line so I can make sure to have the fridge stocked. Otherwise, may the new year find y'all healthy, wealthy, and wise.

Ok, I just couldn't stay away

I'm back from my hiatus to my parent's. God, I think I've gained 10 pounds. but its good lbs, not from fast food.

I am going to be alone for new years, but I'm still gonna try to add to my resolutions list and try to keep some of them.

Additions:

take care of friends, new and old, even if they don't want it
clean my garage
I owe someone a movie (Happy Feet I believe...)
clean house top to bottom
dates, gotta have some dates

I would add sex, but its not totally about that. I don't do randoms. Not sure why, just not my thing

I got a new truck. Got a steal, but more importantly they took my 7 year old SUV away and no more payments. I love everything except that its white.

So, who is gonna spend new year's with me. Single would be prefered, I get the married ones in too much trouble. I'll need an essay as to why you are the best new year's date for me, and we'll see if we end up with a winner.

This may be it...

This could be my last post this year. Not sure what kind of busy I will be for the next week or so. So, without further adu...

Today marks one year of being single. Happy anniversary??? Everyone go have a drink and toast me.

I got my hair cut today. About an inch and a half off. Now I no longer look like a hippie, and should not be able to complain about it for about a month.

I am going to my parents tomorrow. I managed to miss my brother and his wife (they left today), so there shouldn't be much drama.

I still need to get laid, any offers out there?

To those of you that celebrate, what do you want for Christmas?

I think I'm giving myself a new truck for Christmas on Tuesday.

Who has new years resolutions? I have new years resolutions:

1. Be happy
2. Get out more
3. Totally quit smoking
4. Meet more people, maybe even start dating
5. Continue to try to take care of my friends when I can
6. Not work as much
7. Take a vacation
8. Not let my psyche rule my physical being
9. Be happy

We will see how it goes.

In all seriousness, I wish a wonderful holiday season to any and all that have stumbled into my little corner of the internet. May all your wishes, wants, hopes, and desires come true in the upcoming year.

I'm being a bitch

I'll be the first to admit it. I'm at the time of the year where I'm just a big whiny bitch. Today would have been my 9 year anniversary. The next 10 days mark not only what should have been my 4 year wedding anniversary, but also the first year of being single after being hurt. I'm feel very alone, even when i'm surrounded by friends, family, and co-workers. No excuses, I'm a bitch, but thought I would share a little of my reasoning for struggling the last few weeks.

To those who care

I am back home finally. My trip was fun filled (if you can't sense the sarcasm, slap yourself for me). I hade an hour delay on my first flight, 2 hour delay on the connection, and then they lost my luggage. They found it this morning, but I was still a little unhappy last night. It was put on the wrong flight home. Stupid people really piss me off. Well, to all, enjoy the last working week of the year.

Virginia is freaking beautiful

I'm out of town for work, not vacation. I did end up in a hotel with internet (thus this post). I'm still not digging the whole traveling thing, I tend to really not enjoy it with the bad stomach and all, but it is really nice to be out of the plant, even though I'm getting calls every hour or so trying to deal with all the crap that no one else seems to be able to handle.

Being out here has actually made me more lonely. The few people that I do talk to outside of work don't seem to return my calls anymore, and even though I know they are busy, I'm stressing with the 1 year breakup coming up. That, plus the whole no handy options thing (I have extremely high standards I know, but seriously, no one?). There are a few of you that read this that know me to some extent beyond this blog, do any of you have any ideas to why i'm in my situation? I know I whine a lot on here, but seriously, I'm very different in person, and I can't even get a second look.

I don't know when I'm getting back tomorrow, or if I'm getting back tomorrow. I'm suppose to join a going away gathering for a soon to be former co-worker. not sure if i'll have the energy after a full day and multiple flights. It will kinda depend on who else goes out (I REALLY dislike some of the people i work with when they drink).

I kina miss my dog...

I'm flying

Leaving my house at 5 AM tomorrow. Fly at 7. Back around 9:30 Friday. Its no wonder I have no life, no family, no dates, no nothing. I hate being alone for the holidays.

God Fucking Damnit part Deux

Lost my ass playing poker. Still feel like hell. Dog has been splitting time sulking and hyper active. Got 3 text messages from the married friend last night near 3 AM saying she was sorry about the last text she had sent me, and that she was thinking of me. I hate women...

Work. I need something new. Resume is out. We'll see how it goes. I don't expect to be where I am much longer than 2 months unless something changes pretty significantly soon.

I need a haircut.

Its been months since I've gotten laid. Not saying that I can't, but I just don't do the one night thing. I have to at least be friends and care about the girl on some level or it just doesn't work for me. Unless I'm drunk, but I don't drink much anymore, so there you go.

I may get a new truck next weekend. Depends on when I actually get back from my work trip to Virginia.

Again, I'll ask, who is gonna shoot me. I'm getting kinda tired of waiting at this point.

God Fucking Damnit

I feel like shit, my dog got sick on me in the middle of the night, I'm suppose to play cards tonight and wish I were dead, and my Friday got cancelled (good reason, I understand, still adds to my shitty mood).

I have to travel to Virginia next week. I fucking hate traveling for work.

I'm beat, why won't someone just kill me.

Nothing new

I didn't get enough requests to fill a post, so back to the general update.

My company sold the group that I work for. I may have more reason to quickly find a new job soon. They have already made a number of comments that would lead to removing the union, which runs a risk of a strike and everyone looking for work.

I go to Virginia next week. Sucks.

I may have plans this weekend. Should be good.

I am sleeping a little more, but only because I'm so fucking tired all the time.

Thats pretty much it, enjoy the rest of the week. Hopefully I'll come up with something a little better after a few decent night's sleep.