Virginia is freaking beautiful

I'm out of town for work, not vacation. I did end up in a hotel with internet (thus this post). I'm still not digging the whole traveling thing, I tend to really not enjoy it with the bad stomach and all, but it is really nice to be out of the plant, even though I'm getting calls every hour or so trying to deal with all the crap that no one else seems to be able to handle.

Being out here has actually made me more lonely. The few people that I do talk to outside of work don't seem to return my calls anymore, and even though I know they are busy, I'm stressing with the 1 year breakup coming up. That, plus the whole no handy options thing (I have extremely high standards I know, but seriously, no one?). There are a few of you that read this that know me to some extent beyond this blog, do any of you have any ideas to why i'm in my situation? I know I whine a lot on here, but seriously, I'm very different in person, and I can't even get a second look.

I don't know when I'm getting back tomorrow, or if I'm getting back tomorrow. I'm suppose to join a going away gathering for a soon to be former co-worker. not sure if i'll have the energy after a full day and multiple flights. It will kinda depend on who else goes out (I REALLY dislike some of the people i work with when they drink).

I kina miss my dog...