God Damned Insomnia!

I actually went to bed early tonight. I first found my bed about 10:45, which is rediculously early for me. I lay there, tossing and turning, many things running through my head. I found out I am likely getting a new title/program at work. Girl #3 still hasn't given up on us being something. I wonder if I will ever find what/who I am suppose to be. I thought about the ex for the first time in a while, and after being pretty ok, had a moment of "what the fuck is wrong with her/me". I wondered why the people I work with assume I must be getting laid because I've been in a good mood the last few days, another what the fuck moment (I haven't, I need to, I miss it, it would be a better reason to be happy). I seem to have them more often as I get older. Cynical, obnoxious bastard that I am, maybe I should be used to it.

I will likely be out of the state again next week, only this time for the job thing. They do think highly of me, and are giving this to me because I am the go-to guy or something, so I'm looking at this possitively. They better fucking remember me when raises come around.

I get to see my puppies on Friday, and I have to keep them for a weekend (15-18) while my parents are out of town. I can't wait, they are my family.

I'm starting a side company with my roomate. We are suppose to actually sit down and get everything finalized tomorrow, but we both get busy, so it may be a few days. Anyone need computer or entertainment equipment/help.

I've vented enough for tonight. After a while I may actually try to sleep again. In the meantime, check out googlism (do a google search for it, put in your name and see what comes up). Thanks Lola for this little gem. There was some funny shit in there for my name, see what comes up for yours.