Another lovely weekend

Friday late night at work, Saturday early day into work, 10 hours. I went to a movie by myself Saturday night, and then went to the bar by myself just to relax and get out of the house. not drinking to get drunk, just drinking to get out.

No dates, but I'm finally at a point that I've figured the girl out. She really likes me, its actually quite obvious, but I'm trying too hard. The fact that she hasn't run away and still talks to me most days and e-mails me back and forth every day she works seems to show that I haven't completely screwed up, plus the fact that she told me she wants to go out again but I need to just relax a bit on everything and just let things happen (you guys are all right, I know, I'm sorry, I'm an idiot). I think if I can just stick to the plan this time and not get caught up, I may actually be able to enjoy myself a little again, possibly get laid, and maybe if this continues, work myself into an actual boyfriend status.

Work is still also in limbo. I have been approved for the promotion, but not actually approved for the raise. Also, the status of the plant is hopefully going to be decided in the next week or so. Good times, maybe I can just get the raise and take that to a new company and get another.

This will be my hell week. Fun stuff, i'll probably put in 100 hours if i work all the days, but if I do well on Wednesday I'm gonna find a way to take Friday off and drink heavily to relax Thursday night. Wish me luck.

To all, have a good week.