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I know I don't like what I'm doing at work, but i'm good at it, and it pays well. I've truly decided that I'm just biding my time until I can do what I want, or start my own thing. I finally feel like I have a plan again.

The ex is giving back the ring. Brief text discussion, she got pissed cause I am being an adult and don't feel the need to completely throw away 8 years and am willing to be happy for her and do the friend thing. After being in a low place, this pushed me back to knowing that I'm not really at fault, and I'll probably be better off. If it is meant to be, we'll get back at some point, if not, it was an often fun, often infuriating learning experience, and other than a few moments, I don't think i'd trade it, cause then I wouldn't be me. I'm actually feeling a lot better about me again, which is nice. I'm sure I'll still have bad days, and I still want that tingly feeling when I have someone special to curl up with and come home to, but I'm just really having a good week regardless of how shitty some things are (back to the work thing).

new lists of either ors:

Chapelle or Mencia

Yankees or Mets

Cubs or White Sox

Fall or Spring

Baseball, basketball, or football

text message or IM

toast or bagel

When you wake up or before you go to sleeep

Car or truck

Holding hands or not

water or gatoraide

tease or jump 'em

beer or wine

booze or beer

neck or ear

sweet nothings or dirty

Dell or Gateway

Dave Matthews or Counting Crows

Skittles or M&M's

Large groups or small gatherings

red or blue

That'll work for tonight, enjoy finding the true "you" with these deep, though provoking insights :)