I'm still lonely

It should go without saying, but I'll throw it out there again.

I've been dreaming again. I REALLY hate it when I dream. My dreams are almost always one of two things. I either have people in my life that have left (former girlfriends, girls I crushed on, old friends, old family, etc.), or stuff that ends up being premonitions. I'm a big believer in deja vu because it happens to me all the time. I saw ghosts when I was little and scared the hell out of myself all the time. I have always thought too much for my own good.

Smokin' Aces was an enjoyable movie.

Has anyone read the commic book that "The Crow" is based on. Its much darker, some really screwed up stuff in there. How about "The Sandman" series.

I'm biking 30 minutes or so every night I get home before 9. I've smoked less than a pack a week since the new year started. I'm getting out some. I still hate people. I still need to get laid. I think I want to get another dog, the one I have doesn't like me anymore.

Video games. I read a study that stated that adults that play video games have a lower stress level. It allows them to relieve tension and step outside of their life. I've known this for years. Its one of the reason's I'm such a nerd.

I wonder about who I would have been if I had lived in the past. I've been introspective about what I've missed and where I'm going lately. Its another thing about me that I don't like. I don't want to live in what if, but would reather find a way to get back to what now.

Ok, who wants to be my Valentine's date? Dinner, drinks, hell, I'll even put out if your nice.