I like long hours

I got to work at 8:05 AM this morning. I left at 9:35 PM this evening. How much do I suck. I've totally grasped the fact that I've thrown myself into work in an effort to mask my other problems, and I've now gotten into a habit of doing this to myself. Bad habits are hard to break.

I've also realized that one of my biggest issues is the fear of moving on in a relationship. I'm not sure how to get over that one either. There have been some people that I've dated that I've liked but couldn't or wouldn't let myself be free and felt I needed to protect myself. I'm still that way, but I'm trying to see some of the good from the last year.

+I've gotten a lot of recognition at work
+I've gotten a house
+I've gotten a new truck
+I've gotten tripled my number
+I've made some new friends
+I've realized that blogging can be fun, especially when no one knows you
+I've started and stopping smoking
+I've started to remember how to have fun again
+I've tried to realize that life goes on

So, here it is, day 3 of the new year. Lets see how long I can keep up the good attitude. My guess is it will end sometime next week while I'm in Virginia again for work, but stranger things could happen.

Happy day 3...