Long long weeks

No one reads this so its not a big deal, but it has been a while since i've posted. Work is crazy, people are leaving, and business is piling up. We are all going to be burnt out soon. that will probably cause more people to leave. Its a never ending cycle. I have talked to her for a few minutes, she keeps saying space/time but she still loves. she called me late last night which is not like her at all. I was sick so i didn't answer, but she left a message that she was "just wondering what I was up to" said she'd call today (she didn't), and after almost forgetting, she said she loved me. I didn't figure she'd call, i'd stopped getting my hopes up to keep from getting hurt. I still hope for the best and really don't know. She swears she just wants time to herself, so she can love me becuase she loves me and not because she feels guilty. I'm going to try to give another week or so before I bother her again. Its not like I have a lot of time to worry right now, the only good thing about the long hours at work for the rest of the year.