Saturday, October 01, 2005

She's getting help

I'm standing by her, even though I know there are things that may cause me heartache down the road, because she is getting help. Its the first step, she swears she will let me back in when she finds/fixes herself. She is getting professional help, and has been advised to remove some items that she is not ready to deal with, and cannot answer yet, namely, us. I am onboard, and I want her to heal herself so that we may have a real chance to heal also if we go that direction. She still says she loves me but she needs to answer herself before she can answer me. I am trying to be her friend, I will love her no matter what....

On a different note, its now October, and I move in under 2 months. not sure if I'm more excited or scared. My first house. The mutt will love having a back yard to run in. I think he will be more excited than me at first, while I'm going through the shock of all the little things that I will forget are needed in a house versus an apartment. Any suggestions of things that I will probably forget are welcome.

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